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Strip me off everything, I want to be empty.

I need nothing

I don’t even need myself.

I don’t need these masks.

I don’t need this “I”.

I don’t need this ego.

I know it will hurt.

It hurts.

It is a great insult, a great humiliation.

It will destroy me.

But I want to be destroyed, I want to be empty.

But in the end victory emerges.

In the very death of this “I” lays victory.

In the very death of this “I” lays the treasure of the universe.

In the very end of this “I” lays love, a love that is eternal, and a love that is unconditional.

Only those who are nobodies love.

Only nobodies are love.

The ugly 9 letter word – hypocrisy

Sexual practices are considered as something that make the body unholy.

Some saints,yogis,priests abstain themselves from having sex,because they say ,it is unholy.Now how stupid is that? Aren’t we born out of sex.Are we not sexual beings?Then why consider sex as something unholy,impure,ugly?If sex is unholy,then sexual beings should also be considered unholy ,right?So all of us are unholy,impure,ugly?

Saints, yogis,priests abstain themselves from having sex. It is a natural instinct for humans to have sex,then why suppress it? suppression leads to frustration.That frustration if not now,will definitely come out later in time, in ugly, violent ways.They are going against nature.They have the desire,it runs in their thoughts,but they put up these fake masks and they continue feeding their obese ego.

words,Truth,belief…

Words are hollow and narrow.Words cannot put forth the truth.The truth is there as it is.Once you put it in words,its no longer the truth.The truth is strong and powerful and infinite,words are  too weak to contain it.It is like the flowing water in a river.The water is constantly flowing,it is never the same.The truth is like that,it is constantly changing,it is never the same.

Those who search for the truth,will never find it.Rather there is nothing to find,there is nothing to seek,it is all there,as it is.

The truth is something that is to be experienced.When we believe the experiences of  others,then its a second hand experience for us.Anything second hand is impure,and not real.But there is nothing like the first hand experience.The truth can be experienced,only when we stop believing.Believing is foolish.It’s for the cowards.

“God fearing”

Your elders must have always asked you to be “God -fearing”.But isn’t God someone,who you can love,and someone who will love you in return.If we fear God,how can we love him?Can you love someone whom you fear?Can you love your wife or husband if u fear him or her?You may tell your wife, that you love,her ,a dozen times in a day,but that doesn’t mean that you love her,it means that your saying it to please her,your being diplomatic,its not out of love,but diplomacy,and diplomacy comes out of selfishness.Love is unconditional,there are no strings attached to it.So if your elders ask you be “God-fearing”,aren’t they asking you to be a hypocrite?Whatever you do,you will do it out of fear,but not out of your conscience.When we have a conscience,why do we need discipline,or why do we need rules to follow?We are so used to being spoon-fed,maybe if there are no rules now,our conscience wont work,because it has forgotten its function,its rusty and maybe almost close death.

colors

Have you ever experienced nine different feelings within a time period of thirteen hours?That is almost like having a different feeling for every hour.It started of with anxiety,and then it came to glee.Later came exitement and then wonder,and with wonder followed happiness.Then came love.Happiness brought with it ,its bliss.And then unfortunately came worry,but normalcy soon followed.

Well i was among the list of people who get priviledged to experience something like that.

how to start?

yeah.how to start?

its hard to start,but once i start i dont stop.

is it normal?

i hope not .

for all those reading and wondering what i am talking about,well you can continue to wonder.

take good care till then,

i will be back.

ba bye.